The Awakening

“Just breathe – focus on yourself,” she whispered in my ear as she slowly massaged her way from my lower back to my shoulders. I’d been worried Brad might feel neglected. He sat between my legs on the grass, and I sat between hers.  I considered rubbing his back while she rubbed mine, but had … [Read more…]

Casual Sex

I’ve spent the last couple of weeks trying to figure out what I want out of polyamory. I think I’ve gotten one step closer by ruling out one thing I don’t want – casual sex. With my new “sex positive” outlook on life, it was hard for me to determine exactly what it was about … [Read more…]

The Future

People keep asking what I want out of potential new relationships – where I want them to go. I have no idea, I answer. They seem disappointed. I’m not sure what they want me to say, but it seems like they want something specific like – “I’m looking for a one night stand” or “I’m … [Read more…]