Sea of Love: Brad, Ben and June

I’ve been advised to stop writing stupid, vague titles for my diary entries, but the Cat Power song “Sea of Love” immediately came to mind just now, at 3:30 in the morning, the first chance I’ve gotten to sit down and write about the life I’ve been living lately. It’s always hard to find time … [Read more…]

How Brad and I Avoided Another Break-Up Today

Crying… I’ve been listening to Teal Swan talk about relationships all day and realizing Brad and I might no longer be compatible. We’re on different pages, and I don’t know if we’ll be able to get back on the same one without some sort of separation. Recently, I’ve complained a lot about my needs for … [Read more…]

Life is Like Putty in My Hands

“Just two more minutes,” Brad said when I stopped scratching his back tonight. He hadn’t said that since the old days, when I used to scratch his back to sleep every night, before nursing Nora to sleep became priority. “Just one more minute… please…” he said  five minutes later. I scratched slower and softer, slower and … [Read more…]